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Well, I'm not sure how sincere it can really be, but I'll try.
I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOO sorry for the past month of inactivity!
It's been a REALLY tiring and nerve-racking month, and there's still more to go!
I feel really bad about not being able to thank all of the people who favourited my work, who commented, who added me to their watch list. By the time I came back, there were too many for me to attempt to reply to each an every favourite...
So I'm really really really sorry!
I wanted to tell you guys that it all means so much to me!
I cherish each and every activity, down to each view!
And I hope you guys continue to view my work and provide feedback!
Thank you so much!
And now for the reason.
For the past month, I've been busy preparing for finals.
Med school finals.
For my first year.
There was a rather substantial amount of studying, atleast more than I've done before lol
And the exams themselves start in three days lol
Guys... I'm really really really scared xD
I've been relatively ok the past month when it comes to this, but it just recently hit me.
Everything I've done in the past year is has lead to these exams.
And it... well, it's made me really terrified.
My future in general has started to terrify me.
I don't think I've ever been this scared.
And I'm not sure I can even tell anyone xD
It might just worry them, so I'm turning to you guys.
I'm really sorry for telling you guys lol
But if you're listening/reading, that's enough to make me feel better and feel happy
So thank you all!
And wish me luck!
I'll try and get back to drawing something once the exams end!
I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOO sorry for the past month of inactivity!
It's been a REALLY tiring and nerve-racking month, and there's still more to go!
I feel really bad about not being able to thank all of the people who favourited my work, who commented, who added me to their watch list. By the time I came back, there were too many for me to attempt to reply to each an every favourite...
So I'm really really really sorry!
I wanted to tell you guys that it all means so much to me!
I cherish each and every activity, down to each view!
And I hope you guys continue to view my work and provide feedback!
Thank you so much!
And now for the reason.
For the past month, I've been busy preparing for finals.
Med school finals.
For my first year.
There was a rather substantial amount of studying, atleast more than I've done before lol
And the exams themselves start in three days lol
Guys... I'm really really really scared xD
I've been relatively ok the past month when it comes to this, but it just recently hit me.
Everything I've done in the past year is has lead to these exams.
And it... well, it's made me really terrified.
My future in general has started to terrify me.
I don't think I've ever been this scared.
And I'm not sure I can even tell anyone xD
It might just worry them, so I'm turning to you guys.
I'm really sorry for telling you guys lol
But if you're listening/reading, that's enough to make me feel better and feel happy
So thank you all!
And wish me luck!
I'll try and get back to drawing something once the exams end!
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Tagged I was... again.
3 min read
Haha this time by ~RainbowPandaManiac
Really cool and nice guy, check him out!
Ok, here goes
1) How many friends do you have?
Lol very tough question.
I dunno actually. I'd narrow the close friends down to 3-4, but it's really hard to tell nowadays who a friend is or not, so I'm not really sure
2) If you were stuck on an island, how would you survive?
Umm, fish for food obviously.
Dunno about water though... Look for a very small lake?
Really cool and nice guy, check him out!
Ok, here goes
1) How many friends do you have?
Lol very tough question.
I dunno actually. I'd narrow the close friends down to 3-4, but it's really hard to tell nowadays who a friend is or not, so I'm not really sure
2) If you were stuck on an island, how would you survive?
Umm, fish for food obviously.
Dunno about water though... Look for a very small lake?
3) If you found out you had one day to live, what would you do all day?
Lol I think for a small part, I'd just be thinking about what to do, but I'd like to think I'd ultimately decide to visit people dear to me and ask them for forgiveness if I ever bothered them, and to thank them for putting up with me
4) What is your weakness?
Girls... I'm terrified of them to a certain extent :3
5) What is your most favourite thing to do?
Read loads and loads of manga
(Sleeping without any worries is a close second...)
Lol I think for a small part, I'd just be thinking about what to do, but I'd like to think I'd ultimately decide to visit people dear to me and ask them for forgiveness if I ever bothered them, and to thank them for putting up with me
4) What is your weakness?
Girls... I'm terrified of them to a certain extent :3
5) What is your most favourite thing to do?
Read loads and loads of manga
(Sleeping without any worries is a close second...)
6) What is your best childhood memory?
Haha what comes to mind is on the day of my 5th birthday. I woke up and started running over the house saying "I'm 5! It's my birthday! I'm 5!", my parents were so annoyed xD
Haha what comes to mind is on the day of my 5th birthday. I woke up and started running over the house saying "I'm 5! It's my birthday! I'm 5!", my parents were so annoyed xD
7) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
ONE: I wish more people try to understand each other and are generally nicer to one another.
TWO: I wish my family, friends, and people I hold dear remain safe and happy.
THREE: I wish I can grow up to be a reliable guy (Might actually end up with someone then lol....)
8) What are two things you regret the most?
Lol I kindof wish I ate healthier when I was a kid. Fast food did a number over the years and it took effort to sortof undo the effects
I kindof regret not being closer with some people. I look at them and sometimes feel like we could've been close friends, if nothing more. But it's for the best I suppose
9) Do you believe in aliens?
LOL no. They're best in movies and video games
10) If I gave you 100$ to eat a spider, would you do it?
I'm more of the sissy variety of human, so I think not xD
(Maybe if the payment is high enough though...)
That's all!
ONE: I wish more people try to understand each other and are generally nicer to one another.
TWO: I wish my family, friends, and people I hold dear remain safe and happy.
THREE: I wish I can grow up to be a reliable guy (Might actually end up with someone then lol....)
8) What are two things you regret the most?
Lol I kindof wish I ate healthier when I was a kid. Fast food did a number over the years and it took effort to sortof undo the effects
I kindof regret not being closer with some people. I look at them and sometimes feel like we could've been close friends, if nothing more. But it's for the best I suppose
9) Do you believe in aliens?
LOL no. They're best in movies and video games
10) If I gave you 100$ to eat a spider, would you do it?
I'm more of the sissy variety of human, so I think not xD
(Maybe if the payment is high enough though...
)That's all!
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Tagged, I was
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So this is the first time I'm actually doing one of these tag's on my journal.
Here's my tagger:
She's really nice! Check her page out!
SO here goes nothing.
1) When was your first kiss?
Lol I'm just gonna say when I was born, by my mother
2) Do you like romance/being romantic?
Haha If I'm fortunate to be able to express it to the one I love, yeah. Romance is something I think I'd be good at
3) What's your favourite manga!
Difficult question!
BUT, if I had to choose, I'd probably say Soul Eater. The story's really really cool, and I really really love everything else about it as well! The characters, the art style (ESPECIALLY during fights), and the concept aswell!
4) How do you spend your free time?
Lol well nowadays, I do alot of studying. It's alot of fun at times
Here's my tagger:
She's really nice! Check her page out! SO here goes nothing.
1) When was your first kiss?
Lol I'm just gonna say when I was born, by my mother
2) Do you like romance/being romantic?
Haha If I'm fortunate to be able to express it to the one I love, yeah. Romance is something I think I'd be good at
3) What's your favourite manga!
Difficult question!
BUT, if I had to choose, I'd probably say Soul Eater. The story's really really cool, and I really really love everything else about it as well! The characters, the art style (ESPECIALLY during fights), and the concept aswell!
4) How do you spend your free time?
Lol well nowadays, I do alot of studying. It's alot of fun at times
But if not that, I'm either reading manga, watching anime, drawing something, or listening to some music.
5) What was the worst prank you've ever done?
Lol it was a really really cliched prank phone call. The one with the refrigerator running xD
(Don't judge me, I tried to be a good boy)
6) ...I don't know what i should ask... What would you ask?
Lol it was a really really cliched prank phone call. The one with the refrigerator running xD
(Don't judge me, I tried to be a good boy)
6) ...I don't know what i should ask... What would you ask?
Hahaha this is why I'm a little reserved about doing these tags
7) How do you think about being vegetarian?
Hmmm, honestly, I think it's a little redundant, and ultimately unhealthy.
I believe that God made animals on this Earth for us to both love, but also to provide sustenance for our lives to go on.
(Sorry for getting a little preachy there)
8) What is your biggest wish?
Under most circumstances I'd say that I'd wish more people would understand each other. But then I started to realize that if everyone understood each other, there'd be no reason to do anything. Nothing would happen between people.
The fact that people make an effort I think is the reason why getting to know someone, becoming friends, and something more for some people, is possible.
Point being, I wish more people would try and understand each other. That way, I hope more people would become friends
9) Do you like Shoujo?
I'm not a huge fan of how guys are usually drawn in Shoujo, but some of them are really nice in my opinion.
10) What are you doing today?
Studying, studying and maybe some more xD
Here are my questions! Feel free to not do them if you want
1) Spiderman or Batman?
2) What's your favourite anime?
3) What type of music do you listen to?
4) Chocolate ice-cream or Vanilla?
5) What's your favourite type of food?
6) If there was a place you'd wish you'd grown up, where would that be?
7) What's a guilty pleasure of yours?
8) Best anime of 2013?
9) What's the most brilliant manga you've read?
10) What mangaka's art style did you like the most?
Tagged:
:RainbowPandaManiac:
(I'm not tagging anymore lol...)
7) How do you think about being vegetarian?
Hmmm, honestly, I think it's a little redundant, and ultimately unhealthy.
I believe that God made animals on this Earth for us to both love, but also to provide sustenance for our lives to go on.
(Sorry for getting a little preachy there
)8) What is your biggest wish?
Under most circumstances I'd say that I'd wish more people would understand each other. But then I started to realize that if everyone understood each other, there'd be no reason to do anything. Nothing would happen between people.
The fact that people make an effort I think is the reason why getting to know someone, becoming friends, and something more for some people, is possible.
Point being, I wish more people would try and understand each other. That way, I hope more people would become friends
9) Do you like Shoujo?
I'm not a huge fan of how guys are usually drawn in Shoujo, but some of them are really nice in my opinion.
10) What are you doing today?
Studying, studying and maybe some more xD
Here are my questions! Feel free to not do them if you want
1) Spiderman or Batman?
2) What's your favourite anime?
3) What type of music do you listen to?
4) Chocolate ice-cream or Vanilla?
5) What's your favourite type of food?
6) If there was a place you'd wish you'd grown up, where would that be?
7) What's a guilty pleasure of yours?
8) Best anime of 2013?
9) What's the most brilliant manga you've read?
10) What mangaka's art style did you like the most?
Tagged:
:RainbowPandaManiac: (I'm not tagging anymore lol...)
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Tonight is the night before, in my country, Pakistan, elections take place.
And here is where the infamous Imran Khan comes into play.
For quite a while, I wondered "Hmmm, where can I talk about this without being thoroughly destroyed by my peers?"
And then it hit me...
DEVIANTART!
So I might ramble on for a bit, and if none of you want to read it, that's ok. I mean, I wouldn't be that nice of a person if I force an opinion on someone, no? That being said, this is only that; an opinion.
But I welcome any and all of you to read simply for the sake of knowing what I'm thinking about.
Now, let me explain the situation in Pakistan at the moment, atleast the way I understand it
It's not all that great, but over the years we've gotten used to it as a population.
We have regular power shortages, and, for the better part of the day (12-14 hours) the electricity goes (although, Alhamdolilah, we're well enough off to afford a UPS, but a vast majority aren't).
There are also gas and water shortages sometimes.
Now, there are two main political parties that I have been torn between;
-> PML-N, headed by Nawaz Sharif, no actual amazing change has been made, and there's no actual guarantee that the state of the country will get better, but the country would remain stable. I believe there might be an increase in the state of living, albiet slowly.
-> PTI, headed by the aforementioned Imran Khan, alot of his reforms, to me, seem a little too good to be true. They're good, but they feel a little unrealistic, and there is ALOT of talk about him. Like, a storm of sudden supporters.
Now, the only reason why I'm scared of voting for Imran Khan is literally because of his supporters, but that might be my own personal issue. They are so unbelievably opinionated, it makes me not want to support Imran Khan.
If I say something, ANYTHING, I'll feel like a nail getting hammered down.
But this calls into question my views on the people then.
My personal belief is that a leader doesn't form my opinion of a country, it's people do.
When I think of America, I don't think of Barrack Obama. I think of it's people.
Same goes for my own Nation.
And slowly, over the past year, I've been losing faith in humanity as a whole.
I've met people who are mean.
People who cast me away.
People who ignore me.
People who forsake me.
People who cast away, ignore and forsake others.
People who make this world (or atleast my world) a little less happy.
And it makes me sad.
And seeing people like this voting for someone I'm voting for scares me.
It makes me question who I am.
I don't think I'm like that. I try my best to keep my opinions to myself. After all, the only power I have is to vote. The rest isn't my right. So I am just very terrified. :\
Not to say that there aren't nice people in the world.
This is where DeviantArt comes in
I've met alot of people over here.
Alot of nice people.
Alot of wonderful people.
Alot of people who support me.
Alot of people who don't hate me.
Alot of people who might actually want to call me their friend.
It really really makes me feel... just wonderful!
More importantly, It kindof restores my faith in humanity.
Maybe I'll meet more people like you all!
God-Willing, I really hope so
Once again, thank you all for reading (if you did)
I'm really sorry for rambling on and on (like, really really sorry...)
When I have no where else to turn to... DEVIANTART! xD
But thank you. To those of you who read it.
I hope you enjoyed it!
And here is where the infamous Imran Khan comes into play.
For quite a while, I wondered "Hmmm, where can I talk about this without being thoroughly destroyed by my peers?"
And then it hit me...
DEVIANTART!
So I might ramble on for a bit, and if none of you want to read it, that's ok. I mean, I wouldn't be that nice of a person if I force an opinion on someone, no? That being said, this is only that; an opinion.
But I welcome any and all of you to read simply for the sake of knowing what I'm thinking about.
Now, let me explain the situation in Pakistan at the moment, atleast the way I understand it
It's not all that great, but over the years we've gotten used to it as a population.
We have regular power shortages, and, for the better part of the day (12-14 hours) the electricity goes (although, Alhamdolilah, we're well enough off to afford a UPS, but a vast majority aren't).
There are also gas and water shortages sometimes.
Now, there are two main political parties that I have been torn between;
-> PML-N, headed by Nawaz Sharif, no actual amazing change has been made, and there's no actual guarantee that the state of the country will get better, but the country would remain stable. I believe there might be an increase in the state of living, albiet slowly.
-> PTI, headed by the aforementioned Imran Khan, alot of his reforms, to me, seem a little too good to be true. They're good, but they feel a little unrealistic, and there is ALOT of talk about him. Like, a storm of sudden supporters.
Now, the only reason why I'm scared of voting for Imran Khan is literally because of his supporters, but that might be my own personal issue. They are so unbelievably opinionated, it makes me not want to support Imran Khan.
If I say something, ANYTHING, I'll feel like a nail getting hammered down.
But this calls into question my views on the people then.
My personal belief is that a leader doesn't form my opinion of a country, it's people do.
When I think of America, I don't think of Barrack Obama. I think of it's people.
Same goes for my own Nation.
And slowly, over the past year, I've been losing faith in humanity as a whole.
I've met people who are mean.
People who cast me away.
People who ignore me.
People who forsake me.
People who cast away, ignore and forsake others.
People who make this world (or atleast my world) a little less happy.
And it makes me sad.
And seeing people like this voting for someone I'm voting for scares me.
It makes me question who I am.
I don't think I'm like that. I try my best to keep my opinions to myself. After all, the only power I have is to vote. The rest isn't my right. So I am just very terrified. :\
Not to say that there aren't nice people in the world.
This is where DeviantArt comes in
I've met alot of people over here.
Alot of nice people.
Alot of wonderful people.
Alot of people who support me.
Alot of people who don't hate me.
Alot of people who might actually want to call me their friend.
It really really makes me feel... just wonderful!
More importantly, It kindof restores my faith in humanity.
Maybe I'll meet more people like you all!
God-Willing, I really hope so
Once again, thank you all for reading (if you did)
I'm really sorry for rambling on and on (like, really really sorry...)
When I have no where else to turn to... DEVIANTART! xD
But thank you. To those of you who read it.
I hope you enjoyed it!
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Haha so it was my birthday a few days ago
Alot of my friends organized this get together and it really felt nice to see that they went through that!
I feel blessed to have friends like that
Despite that, nowadays in college, I've been feeling kindof lonely.
I mean, my closest friends don't even go to the same college and I'm not sure if alot of the people at college consider me true friends.
I'm no one to judge though! I don't really know what goes on in their heads and I shouldn't really assume stuff like that. They're all really nice though! And I DO have some close friends who care about me! Alhamdolilah!
But it does get lonely sometimes.
However, that's where deviantart comes in
I absolutely love this place! It's full of wonderful people who are there to support you!
With every favourite, every comment, and every friend I make, I feel everyone's warmth and I often find myself smiling for no reason
All of you really make my day, and make me feel like maybe meeting people like you in real like isn't impossible.
I only have one friend who seriously likes manga and anime, so this really makes me happy!
Thank you all. You're all the best.
I promise to try my best with my art! If not for me, for all of you!
Alot of my friends organized this get together and it really felt nice to see that they went through that!
I feel blessed to have friends like that
Despite that, nowadays in college, I've been feeling kindof lonely.
I mean, my closest friends don't even go to the same college and I'm not sure if alot of the people at college consider me true friends.
I'm no one to judge though! I don't really know what goes on in their heads and I shouldn't really assume stuff like that. They're all really nice though! And I DO have some close friends who care about me! Alhamdolilah!
But it does get lonely sometimes.
However, that's where deviantart comes in
I absolutely love this place! It's full of wonderful people who are there to support you!
With every favourite, every comment, and every friend I make, I feel everyone's warmth and I often find myself smiling for no reason
All of you really make my day, and make me feel like maybe meeting people like you in real like isn't impossible.
I only have one friend who seriously likes manga and anime, so this really makes me happy!
Thank you all. You're all the best.
I promise to try my best with my art! If not for me, for all of you!
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